Why is this happening?

Ohh well,
as i have predicted that i am going to Fail my Additional Mathematics paper. It happened to be exactly true.I scored only 25marks.I knew my mistakes and i told myself i am going to work out for that weakness.
However,what make thing worst was,my girlfriend turned to ignore me. It is because i failed my additional mathematics test? I guess not. Well,is it because i did something wrong to her?? No, i didn't. What then???????????????
I am not so sure whether the trouble came from me,perhaps not,but i just can't figure it out..
Vivian,i really do not know what is exactly going on with you,you rather refuse to tell me and let me guessing for days. You got me,i am tired of that. I give up.. And now you tell me,what is the reason you have been acting like this?
You have promised to me that we will face problems together,but you don't let me face this with you..I love you so much,i do care about you so much,but you reflected that as the air blews beside you. Do you know the feeling being neglected like that??
Who am i to you?
I know my role very well as your "boyfriend" but did i fail??
Am i pathetic enough to say all these??
I willing to hold you from the front to support you,
I willing to hold you from the back when you fall,
I willing to listen to your problems when you face any,
I willing to let you scold or punch me rather you ignore me.
But i just don't want to see your crying sad face.
Why don't you let me to go through this with you??
I have mentioned "why" for hundred of times..but it seems to be faded without replies.
Fine,not to mention that,
since you refuse to let me enter the trouble,i would just support you from here.
It seems my blog has turned to messenger (sorta)
I hope you understand
Fail once doesn't mean you fail your whole life, you should learn to accept it and overcome it.
And do accept sincere helps,probably not from me,but your family members who really care about you. Appreciate those around you. You need time,Vivian.
Calm down and clear your mind. Think wise of every problem that occurs.
I am not good at giving advises, just i express everything here, and i hope you'll understand my motive.
I don't care what happens, but i am still here to support you and most importantly
I still love you,Vivian!
and that will not end,that's a promise,i will help you whenever you need me.
Till here..
Hope miracles would happen..